Mind Dump

   I have been longing to have friends who can trigger me to think and explore. I yearn for a lengthy conversation where I test myself, I try to find the answer, and I can actually uncover a new side of my personality even though the topic doesn't actually matter to anyone.  I am having a brain rot, I think. It's about what I do. I currently have no creative avenues to express myself. I am always in control. Doing stuff too easy for my mind. Doing stuff where the stuff doesn't end.  My brain has been blunted. Not only intelligence-related activities. Even I am now struggling to write for my own good. It's barely 3 paragraphs and I am already struggling to write.  I remember the days where I went back from school to start my computer and write blogs. I remember when I did blog-walking every day to get to know the people I know better. I remember I write my own stories and I struggle to actually make the passage short because I couldn't stop.  And now I even ...